Cooking verses mood.

If you do cook, you will know exactly what do I mean here.

Practise does a major roll. Understand cooking is another important roll but if your mood if not on the right track even after some good coffee, I would suggest you either pack some food or have some bread instead.

Else all your "effort" will end up in waste bin. Been there done that!

Reveal everything.

I do enjoy my time going thru FB but it came to my senses FB makes some people out there reveal everything about themself.

From with whom they are with, where about are they, what they did so on and on.

Where is privacy?

Back to earning...

This issue has never solve since the day I'm pregnant with my eldest boy, Aimann.

He is 5 this year and blessed with a young little brother whom he loves, angry with and day in day out without fail they fight. Bonding I guess.

Here I'm a happy with my life yet I just resist thinking about going back to working field. Guess I've been on my own feet for a long time before my deary hubby came into my life.

He gave me so much joy, love,sense of belonging yet I just help myself from thinking going back to work.

He has never stop me or either encourage me. Decision is in my hand. Thank you, Ling.

Guess all working lady out there would be able to understand my feeling of having your own income means you are standing strong and tall.

Still I gets different opinion from people around me. Some says don't you think its worth it kids grow in your own hands? Some has different opinion. Working means we cheerish each other more be it with your hubby or your kids. Feelings are mutual.

I love hubby and my boys so much but I think earning will make me balance in life.

Can anyone suggest what is good to do?

Wiwin our great helper.

Is been a year I didnt post at all, yes, at all.

We survived with helper for terrible 6 months (any some good in between). Well, its all up to oneself over everything.

Let's talk about the good first. No strangers at home. Boys helped out alot in between here and there. Way too young to understand what is going on and boys behaviour are under control and daily routine are not disturb.

Well, the bad is I was too exhausted with daily chore and simply cant manage it all alone. Hubby's job nature take him away couple of days and be back to us couple of days.

Finally here come our Wiwin, the new helper. Well, she is good and I must say that. With 2 years experience working as helper, nanny,gardener,etc. She is well polished with housework and I dont have to tell her what to do.

Must I not thank Allah for the blessing? Syukur Alhamdulillah for this help and not forgetting thank you too, Wiwin. She has put our live back to "normal". Normal as in we can concentrate with other things in life than keep doing house chores.

Wiwin has been with us for 4 months and as per contract she should be with us for 2 years. Let's hope she enjoy herself here with us and stay on for another couple of years to come.

My prayers to you Wiwin, may Allah watch over your family back home and blessed you with good health and stay happy.

2nd Birthday!!!

Today is the day, the very special, from the sunrise there is lots of great suprise, is just for you, who, me, yes you!!!

If you do watch play house disney channel, you sure know this lovely song blast atleast 4 times a day.

Its my youngest son, Adam Luqmann's 2nd Birthday!!!

We wish you a healthy, happy year ahead. Love you always.

Wanted to give him a birthday bash at home but as helper has left, no party at home. Mummy cant handle it alone.

We did gave him a pre birthday celebration at Avillion Admiral Cove, Port Dickson.

We love this place.

Didnt get to enjoy much as hubby, Aimann & me was not well. Must be the year end sydrome.

Adam did has fun even with a little swim at pool. He is such a confident "swimmer". Set him free (ofcourse with float/floats) and he swim like a fish.

Somehow he wanted to swim like ayah without any floating device. Way too soon, my son.

Since not all of us get to enjoy this trip, ayah says we shall come again when everyone is fit & healthy.

Me, holiday or a short break is always welcome.

Crossing over.

Adam Luqmann is youngest boy will be a toddler in 2 weeks time. I just cant imagine how time flies.

He had brought us so much joy, comfort, fulfillment,complete & make me realised & learned more being a mom.

He has his own character, opinion but over all he is such a easy boy to handle.

The most recent development of him is wanna do everything by himself even like putting on his own dyper.

Was contemplating throwing him a big birthday party or taking him for a 1 night stay at hotel as both is his favourite.

Well, with bibik is leaving, i guess plan B will suits better.

Adam, let mummy says THANK YOU for being a easy boy for mommy to understand & mummy wish you a healthy, happy life ahead.

Enjoy every moment of your life.

Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to Adam, Happy Birthday to you.

Matter of Time

Time went on so fast. Without realising my helper is living for good. Rat has been with us since my little Adam is just 2 months old & he is coming to 2 year old next month.

Rat has been very handy, hard working, enjoy cooking & most of all try her level best to understand my boys.

Eventually Aimann, my eldest boy accepted her in our family. They play alot together. Most of all they like to play is hide & seek.

Been explaining to Aimann, bibik is living for Indonesia on Thursday. Just like ayah when he goes to work, he come back home to us.

Aimann is kinda sad but as i explained further & keep telling him the same thing eventually he accepted.

Adam still can't understand much of my explaination & guess only time will make him understand.

I'm just as sad. Is been 2 years living under the same roof. Eating the same food. Go holiday together as a family. Well matter of time this episode will happen.

All I could say, I wish her well, healthy, happy being back to her family & we'll always miss you, Rat. Thank you a zillion over your 2 years being with us.

Take care!!!